im losing myself.
my soul even?
that i dont know.
haha.
i dont even know what i want.
so how can i lead?
i believe i can only follow.
but that is not going to
help matters.
what should i do?
im stuck at the crossroads.
will my next step hurt me?
or will it help me rise up
to the next obstacle?
hopefully i dont fall before i know.
i think need help.
but i dont know how to ask for it.
or who to ask from it even.
why make myself so vexed?
i dont know too.
hah.
maybe im putting myself too high
so when i fall, i will hit harder.
reflection: i am losing myself.
hey.if anybody actually READS this blog,
rmbr to :
VOTE FOR JOEL AND YINGQI!
yes.thats my purpose of blogging today.
yestie huiwen accused mie of being
more and more detached from the class.
as in 07S402.
oh well.dont know why also.
not their fault also.just feel detached from them lo.
shrug.maybe im mood swinging again?
haha.nowadays like i feel that im losing myself.
losing the energy, losing the motivation,
to be exact, like a dead cow.
nothing seems to get me on
and going anymore.
not that i dont care,
just lost the energy to bother.
im so sorry ppl.just not in the mood.
haix.
[standing alone in the RAIN`]
OK.very long never blog le.
haix.got phy test tmr, haven do econs tut.,
and still needa do PW stuff.
i din know jc life was so FULFILLING.
sometimes its too fulfilling.lol.
but ok lahx.this is why it is much more fun
than sec sch i guess.
and the tough part to make up for the fun.
I MISS the 401.
like without them i feel like a part of me is missing.
and when they are around happiness just seem
to emit from every pore in me.haha.sounds weird.
i just saw the 401 video chingyi and roy put up
and i suddenly started grinning to myself.
bro thot i was nuts.lol.
ok.shall be back to muggin.sobx.
zai jian.
